so i definately havent wrote a journal in...about 5 months...and since me and my sister have just had almost 2 days straight of almost killing each other and me in a very bad mood i thought i would vent...

so yeh today was like the straw that broke the camels back...we were at band of all places for crying out loud and shes starting stuff...who does that...in band? i cant remember what it all was about now because i blocked it out already but she got me so mad that i pulled so hard on my neck strap that it broke...eeks...im thinkin i have to replace it now...shoot...

but anyways after that we didnt talk like all nite...we got into the vehicle and Mr. Fairbrother (band teacher) had already told my mom his version of what happened...so we got bitched at for the entire like 30 minutes it took to get home...but i got bitched at more...of course...its only fair rite? *rolls eyes*...but yeh then when my dad got home...of course...more bitching and my mom gets another crack at me...

missed a part before that but i dont feel like deleting and retyping...but i had headphones on listening to my music so i didnt hear my mom say grab water jugs and take them out back...so of course i get bitched at, "you dont hear a damn thing i say unless its something you need or want"...or something along those lines...so instead of getting mad i went upstairs and read my book...which my mom took as sulking and i got more bitched at for that too...of course...

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
*inhales*

GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

that felt amazingly good...anywho thats all for now...if feels really good to just type all that out even if no one reads this or says anything about it